I fear and loathe;

That I can never, ever, write a post entry in this blog, without speaking of material goods. I was talking with a friend a few days ago, about how much (Well, from his own perspective) Montreal women's lacked of style and class. At first; I wasn't ready for it, really. I was, once again defending myself with a certain sense of appartenance, something that I rarely make. I'm not a proud person in general. But then; i sorta had to agree. I am rarely proud of my outfit when I leave the house; i rarely take care of my nails or my belly fat. I also never ever had a pedicure. When it comes to expensive clothing, i rarely spend more than 200$ for shoes, or for a dress. As much as I like to lust over expensive items; i don't think i'll be able, at this stade of my life, to put a big Thousand bucks for an Alexander wang handbag. As much as I'd like to be stunning from the outside; i'm too reserved and self-conscious in the inside. Clothes are a bit of perversion. I use to find 70$ jeans expensive, i use to loathe fashion. In a short scale of time, as close as I can remember; those days aren't too far. So, maybe in 5 years, i'll have spent a 10 big brown on shoes. If we do follow my ''progression''. Hope I'll never be part of this.